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【LGBT/中英双语/原创译文】Him - Sarina Bowen, Elle Kennedy (Chapter 1)(6)

2023-03-06同性非原创 来源:百合文库
卡塞尔是队里唯一一个,我会一起讨论性生活的人。作为唯一一个我认识的同性恋冰球运动员(我自己),我的行事比较折中。就是说,如果有人问起,我不会沉默,藏在柜中。但是我也不会主动提起,就这样。
Honestly, my sexual orientation is probably the worst-kept secret on this team. The guys know. The coaches know. They just don’t care.
Cassel cares, but in a different way. He doesn’t give a shit that I like to fuck dudes. Nope, what he cares about is me. He’s told me on more than one occasion that he thinks I’m wasting my life moving from one anonymous encounter to another.
说实话,我的性取向在队上完全不算是个秘密。大家知道,教练也知道。所有人都不在意罢了。
卡塞尔会在乎,但在乎的点不同。他不在意,我喜欢男人。他在意的是我。他已经不止一次的告诉我,他觉得我这不停的和一个个陌生人赤裸相遇是一种浪费生命。
“Who says he was straight?” I say mockingly.
My buddy looks intrigued. “Seriously?”
I arch a brow again, which makes him laugh.
“谁告诉你他是直男的?”我嘲弄的说着。
他一脸的好奇,“真的假的?“
我抬了抬眉毛,他就笑了。
Truth is, I doubt the frat brother I hooked up with last night is gay. Bi-curious, more like it, and I won’t lie—that was the appeal. It’s easier to mess around with the ones who are gonna pretend you don’t exist in the morning. One night of no-strings fun, a BJ, a fuck, whatever their liquid courage allows them to try, and then they disappear. Act like they didn’t spend the hours leading up to it eyeing my tats and picturing my mouth around their dicks.
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