花样年华 1：Everything Started from Here 一切从这里开始-柾国(9)

玧其，他告诉我不要有梦想，因为它们太难实现了。他茫然地望着大海几分钟后，又开始咬指甲。他似乎完全不知道自己在做什么。“玧其。”他转过身来看着我。“别...。”我接下来的话被一阵钻孔声打断了。我们都同时转过身来。他们正在恢复建筑工作。巨大的撞击声听起来像是来自一块正在被钻孔的巨大固体岩石，使得周围的空气剧烈地翻滚和倾斜。
YoonGi frowned and tapped my shoulder. “What did you say?” YoonGi mumbled something. “Don't do that.” I cupped my hands around my mouth and yelled. YoonGi didn't seem to have heard me and shook his head again, frowning. I was going to yell again, but he already stopped biting his nails. I could see the sea beyond his shoulders. The countless pebbles crunched under my feet. The rock must’ve been huge, powerful, and old enough to make people's dreams come true. But now, it was no more than a pile of gravel. “Is the world tough for you, too?” I asked. As expected, the earthshaking rumble of the drill swallowed my voice. YoonGi's puzzled look told me he didn't understand. I screamed again. “Do you want to give up on this world, too?” He murmured something this time, but I couldn’t make out what it was. I shook my head, and YoonGi yelled again. Looking at our mime, HoSeok and TaeHyung burst into laughter. Their laughter was also inaudible, but their faces showed their mood.
玧其皱起眉头，拍了拍我的肩膀。“你说什么?”玧其喃喃地说。“别这样做。”我双手窝在我的口边,喊道。玧其似乎没有听见我的话，又皱着眉头摇了摇头。我本想再大喊一声，但他已经不再咬指甲了。我能看到他肩膀后面的大海。无数的鹅卵石在我脚下嘎吱作响。岩石一定是巨大的，强大的，古老得足以让人梦想成真。但现在，它只不过是一堆碎石。“这个世界对你来说也很艰难吗?”我问。不出所料，钻机震动的隆隆声淹没了我的声音。玧其困惑的表情告诉我他不明白。我又大喊起来。“你也想放弃这个世界吗?”这次他低声说了些什么，但我听不清是什么。我摇摇头，玧其又大叫起来。看着我们的哑剧，号锡和泰亨突然大笑起来。他们的笑声也听不见，但他们的表情显示了他们的心情。