花样年华 1：Everything Started from Here 一切从这里开始-柾国(7)
我很好奇他为什么咬指甲，但没有问。相反，我低头看着自己的手指。我从小就有伤害自己的习惯。我不记得是什么时候开始的。我所能回忆起的就是有一天被刀割到手指的那种独特的感觉。痛感过去后，血从伤口喷涌而出。它感到麻木和刺痛的同时。妈妈带我去了医院，我把伤口缝好，消毒，包扎好。她在医生面前假装大惊小怪，但回家后既没有给我做晚饭，也没有给我吃药。我真没想到她会这么做。自从爸爸离开后，她就一直这样。
The wound healed very slowly because I kept pressing it with the tip of my nail. Every time I pressed the wound, a sharp pain shot through my finger. It sometimes hurt so much that I was close to tears. But it also helped me feel awake again. Even now, I sometimes feel hollow. Everything seems meaningless and all the energy drains out of me.
伤口愈合得很慢，因为我一直用指甲尖压它。每次我按压伤口，手指就会感到一阵剧痛。有时疼得我都快哭了。但它也帮助我再次清醒。即使是现在，我有时也感到空虚。一切似乎都毫无意义，所有的精力都耗尽了。
“How much longer do we have to walk?” At TaeHyung’s question, HoSeok seemed to be at a loss. “It’s odd. I’m sure it must be somewhere around here.” We all stood there and looked around. Only the sound of waves breaking on the beach filled the void of silence under the blue sky. Hundreds of thousands of pebbles were scattered across the beach like grains of sand. The rock in the photo was nowhere to be seen.
“我们还要走多久?”听到泰亨的问题，号锡似乎不知所措。“这很奇怪。我肯定它就在这附近。”我们都站在那里环顾四周。蔚蓝的天空下，只有海浪拍打在沙滩上的声音，填补了寂静的空间。成千上万的鹅卵石像沙粒一样散落在海滩上。照片中的石头不见了。
“Should we keep going just a bit further?” “I can’t move another step.” “I’m starving and thirsty.” In the middle of our conversation, JiMin heaved a sign with his eyes fixed on his phone. TaeHyung, who was looking at JiMin read the article aloud. A high-end resort will be built on this beach, and the construction company blew the rock to pieces because it obstructed the view from the first and second floors of the resort. We took a sweeping look around all at once. Yellow bands were installed all along the beach to mark that the area was designated as a development zone, with mammoth excavators roaming about in the background. A sign that read “Seawall Construction” came into view.
The wound healed very slowly because I kept pressing it with the tip of my nail. Every time I pressed the wound, a sharp pain shot through my finger. It sometimes hurt so much that I was close to tears. But it also helped me feel awake again. Even now, I sometimes feel hollow. Everything seems meaningless and all the energy drains out of me.
伤口愈合得很慢，因为我一直用指甲尖压它。每次我按压伤口，手指就会感到一阵剧痛。有时疼得我都快哭了。但它也帮助我再次清醒。即使是现在，我有时也感到空虚。一切似乎都毫无意义，所有的精力都耗尽了。
“How much longer do we have to walk?” At TaeHyung’s question, HoSeok seemed to be at a loss. “It’s odd. I’m sure it must be somewhere around here.” We all stood there and looked around. Only the sound of waves breaking on the beach filled the void of silence under the blue sky. Hundreds of thousands of pebbles were scattered across the beach like grains of sand. The rock in the photo was nowhere to be seen.
“我们还要走多久?”听到泰亨的问题，号锡似乎不知所措。“这很奇怪。我肯定它就在这附近。”我们都站在那里环顾四周。蔚蓝的天空下，只有海浪拍打在沙滩上的声音，填补了寂静的空间。成千上万的鹅卵石像沙粒一样散落在海滩上。照片中的石头不见了。
“Should we keep going just a bit further?” “I can’t move another step.” “I’m starving and thirsty.” In the middle of our conversation, JiMin heaved a sign with his eyes fixed on his phone. TaeHyung, who was looking at JiMin read the article aloud. A high-end resort will be built on this beach, and the construction company blew the rock to pieces because it obstructed the view from the first and second floors of the resort. We took a sweeping look around all at once. Yellow bands were installed all along the beach to mark that the area was designated as a development zone, with mammoth excavators roaming about in the background. A sign that read “Seawall Construction” came into view.
我们离婚了,你别这样