【战锤40k同人作品翻译】 Ennui 第一章：空虚 Empty(6)

Just under a thousand dead in a single night.
And I felt next to nothing.
“你…这该死的，”艾丽西亚嘶声道，“他们会…来找你的…。”
“欢迎他们来追杀我，”我冰冷地回应，“我欢迎饥渴女士的黑暗和永恒折磨，说不定我甚至能亲身体会呢。”
“疯…疯子，”艾丽西亚从她的双唇中挤出这句话。
她死期将至，而我抬起她的脸直到我们四目相对。她的眼中流露出恐惧，对欢愉王子的恐惧，对她的灵魂及其最终命运的恐惧。
我想要看到它，也许这次我能感受到什么。我亲自训练了艾丽西亚，多少个世纪以来我们在欲望、堕落、暴力的精妙舞步中共进。
也许我能在她被蚕食时感受到它。
“You… are… damned,” Aelithya hissed. “They will… come for you…”
“They are welcome to take me,” I replied dryly. “I welcome the blackness of Her hunger and the torment eternal, perhaps I will even feel it.”

“M-Madness,” Aelithya sputtered through wet lips.
She was dying, and I angled her face up until we were staring eye-to-eye. There was terror in her eyes, terror of the Prince of Excess, terror for her soul and its ultimate destination.
I wanted to see it, maybe this time I would feel something. I had trained Aelithya myself, and for centuries we had moved in a delicate dance of lust, depravity, and violence.
Perhaps I would feel it when she was devoured.
她在像溺水的动物般喘息时她的眼睛倒映着我的五官。我欣赏着喷过我脸上的那精妙的动脉血柱，扇状的红色弧线完美地映衬着我苍白的肤色。