花样年华 1：Shadow of My Childhood 童年的阴影-硕珍(2)

Dad’s driver handed me my passport. It was time to leave. I looked back as I headed for the departure gate. The entrance door closed. The driver waved at me. The airplane finally began to speed down the runway. Dad didn’t come.
爸爸的司机把我的护照递给了我。是时候离开了。我朝登机口走去时回头看了看。大门关上了。司机向我招手。飞机终于开始在跑道上加速。爸爸没有来。
I looked out the tiny window by my seat. Clouds passed by, and the sky turned pitch black. The flight attendant brought me a meal, and the juice cup fell when we hit turbulence. Flustered, I asked for some napkins. The flight attendant asked me if I was OK. My fried rice and meat were soaked in juice. My hands were sticky and pants were all wet. “No,” I whispered back, but the flight attendant didn’t seem to hear. She said not to worry as she took away my tray. I nodded and kept looking down at the floor.
我从座位旁边的小窗户往外看。乌云飘过，天空一片漆黑。乘务员给我拿来了一顿饭，当我们遇到乱流时，果汁杯掉了下来。我慌了，要了几张餐巾纸。乘务员问我是否还好。我的炒饭和肉浸泡在果汁。我的手黏糊糊的，裤子都湿了。“没有。”我低声回答，但乘务员似乎没听见。她一边说别担心，一边把我的托盘拿走。我点点头，继续低头看着地板。