self 孤独和自我(2)

what dose it all matter? In the end, no one cares anayway.
I mean, really, who would notice if I just disapperared?
It just feels like it's all going in the wrong direction.
and then the days turn into night, then back to day, to night, to day......
......I need to focus
I need a break throngh, I'll notice something I haven't seen before.
If you read here. just tell me: What's your frame of your life?