英文灌水日记 12月1日

I was born in a scholarly family. Being imbued with the idea that a human being should adapt to society and his environment at a very early age, I never ventured to sing a different tone to the constituent majority of a group. Every time when I tried to assimilate into the crowd and some discords happened, I always regard myself to be the fall guy to be blamed: you are a good-for-nothing, you become an abhorrence again! If you go on like this, you will soon be driven out of the group! If I could be said too immature, illiterate, childish and thoughtless to have any thought against what parents told me as a boy, then I was so learned, well-informed and deliberate when I was grown up that, as I was well-acquainted with theories of different schools, I began to be suspicious about the idea I accepted as a golden rule before.