花样年华 1:I Must Survive 我必须活下去-南俊(二)
中文(翻译):우유ARMY
未经允许不许二传!!! 有翻译问题直接私!!
I kept my eyes forward and rapidly passed the spot. I tried to convince myself that I wasn't taking my eyes off the road to stay safe, but it was guilt. Guilt for surviving alone. Guilt for feeling relieved that I was the one who was still alive. Guilt for not being able to come forward. Guilt for not speaking up to defend his driving skills and for not confessing that I'd never seen a helmet at the eatery. Maybe I was just a hypocrite pretending to have a guilty conscience.
我一直往前看,很快就走过了那个地方。我试着说服自己,我的目光并没有离开道路以保持安全,但这是一种内疚感。独自生存的罪恶感。为我是那个还活着的人而感到宽慰而感到内疚。因为没能站出来而感到内疚。我为自己没有为自己的驾驶技术辩护而感到内疚,也为自己没有承认从未在餐厅看到过头盔而感到内疚。也许我只是一个伪君子,假装有罪恶感。
I had scattered the wet leaves on the spot where TaeHyung went down. I didn’t mean for it to happen, but I was responsible for all of it. I was the one who’d sprinkled the calcium chloride. With good intentions, to prevent the road from icing over. In fact, I did it for myself because I truly believed that I'd make the next delivery and the one after that. “Do you know what's really dangerous?” What I'd heard at the rest area replayed in my mind. “He must've ridden over it and slipped.” If I'd removed the leaves, if I hadn't sprinkled calcium chloride, would he have been safe?