花样年华 1：End of Summer, Beginning of Solitude 夏季的结束，孤独的开始-南俊

英语：大黑
中文（翻译）：우유ARMY
未经允许不许二传！！！ 有翻译问题直接私！！
NamJoon
15 May Year 20
南俊
5月15日 20岁
I cut across the classroom-turned-storage room, which served as a hideout for the seven of us, straightening up some chairs along the way. I picked up an overturned desk and wiped the dust off it with my palms. Today was my last day at this school. My family had decided to move two weeks ago. Dad had developed “complications,” which we couldn’t afford. Our rent had been overdue for months. Our neighbors’ goodwill and the pay from my part-time job at the gas station couldn’t cover it all. We had to move before our deposit ran out.
我抄近路穿过到达教室变成的储藏室，那是我们七个人的藏身之处，一路上我整理了几把椅子。我拿起一张翻倒的桌子，用手掌把上面的灰尘擦掉。今天是我在这所学校的最后一天。我的家人两周前就决定搬家了。父亲患上了我们负担不起的“并发症”。我们的房租已经拖欠好几个月了。邻居们的善意和我在加油站兼职挣的钱不足以支付所有的费用。我们必须在存款用完之前搬走。
I folded a piece of paper in half, put it on the desk, and picked up a pencil. I had no idea what to write. Minutes passed. While I was scribbling on the paper, the pencil lead snapped. I must survive. That was what I put down without realizing it before fragments of black lead scattered all over.
我把一张纸对折起来，放在桌子上，拿起一支铅笔。我不知道该写什么。几分钟过去了。我在纸上乱写时，铅笔芯啪的一声断了。我必须活下去。这就是我在没有意识到的情况下，在黑铅碎片散落一地之前写下的东西。