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花样年华 1:I Must Survive 我必须活下去-南俊

2023-04-01RMBTS防弹少年团金南俊南俊 来源:百合文库
英语:大黑
中文(翻译):우유ARMY
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NamJoon
17 December Year 21
 南俊
21年12月17日
I continued to slow my pace and finally came to a stop. It was dawn in a country village where even the buses didn't run frequently. The entire village was blanketed under luminous snow that had fallen all night. The trees were hunched up like massive white beasts and shed hair-like snow every time the wind blew. I knew without looking back that I was the only one leaving footprints across the snowfield in the village. Both of my feet had long been soaking wet because of the cracked soles of my sneakers. I once heard a saying that God makes us lonely to lead us to Him. But I was not lonely. I was not following the path towards myself. This was a retreat. I was running away from myself.
我继续放慢脚步,终于停了下来。在一个连公共汽车都不经常开的乡村里,天刚破晓。整座村庄都被一整夜落下来的明亮的雪覆盖着。这些树像巨大的白色野兽一样蜷缩着,每一次风吹过,就会掉下毛一样的雪。我不回头就知道,我是村里唯一一个在雪地上留下脚印的人。由于我的运动鞋鞋底有裂缝,我的两只脚早就湿透了。我曾经听过一句话,上帝让我们孤独,是为了引导我们走向他。但我并不孤单。我没有沿着通向自己的道路走下去。这是一次撤退。我在逃避自己。
My family arrived in this village last fall. The amount of belongings we brought continued to get smaller each time we moved to a new town. Now we only needed a small de livery van to move. We were in no position to be picky about where we lived. There were only two conditions. One was a hospital for Dad, and the other was an employer who was willing to hire someone without a high school diploma.
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