花样年华 1：End of Summer, Beginning of Solitude 夏季的结束，孤独的开始-硕珍(2)

那天发生的事是一场意外。我不是故意的。我没想到柾国和玧其会在那个时候出现在教室变成储藏室的房间里。校长怀疑我在替别人掩饰。他威胁说要告诉爸爸我在学校的表现有多差。我得说点什么。我告诉他我们的藏身之处，因为我以为那里会是空的。但这导致了玧其被开除。没有人知道我卷入其中。
“Have a good vacation! Let's keep in touch.” HoSeok must have read my face. He slowly let go of my hand and said good-bye even more brightly. I couldn't reply. There was nothing I could say. My first day at this school crossed my mind as I passed through the school gate. We were all late and got punished. But we were together, so we could laugh together. I had ruined all those memories we shared. After I decided to live like Dad wanted me to, after I made up my mind not to chase happiness, I had bitten off more than I could chew.
“假期愉快!保持联系。”号锡一定读懂了我的表情。他慢慢放开我的手，更加爽快地说了声再见。我不能回答。我无话可说。当我穿过校门的时候，我突然想起了我在这所学校的第一天。我们都迟到了，受到了惩罚。但我们在一起，所以我们可以一起笑。我毁了我们所有的回忆。当我决定像爸爸希望的那样生活，当我下定决心不再追求幸福时，我已经贪多嚼不烂了。