【战锤40k同人作品翻译】Ennui 第二十四章：宣泄 Unleashed(7)

毕竟，能看到神皇本尊的光芒，已经属于奇迹的范畴了。
原文：
Those words, so softly spoken, deafened me.
…I am dying.
It was obscene.
Utterly obscene.
Finally, I had accepted my heart. Finally, I had accepted that what I felt for Isarae was not something I could deny, and I had in turn given myself to her only to find that I had done so far too late.
“You can’t…” I choked on the words before I could get them out. “Can’t you do anything? C-Can’t I?”
“Were there a way… to spend a lifetime with you… my Alessa,” Isarae said fondly as she reached a hand up weakly to stroke my cheek, “I would do so… in an instant.”

Her skin, normally a rich, pale alabaster, was now pallid with sickness. There was no strength in her grip or in any of her limbs, and for someone who had once been able to challenge a horde of Greenskin barbarians alone and slaughter them untouched, it was almost inconceivable.
Isarae’s sunrise hair was pooled limply across my legs and around her, and her chest rose and fell more weakly with every breath.
“Why now?” I ran my fingers along her face, desperate to feel the life within her while it was still there. “Why…? You were fine moments ago.”