［EVA］［嗣香］What Comes After Winter（寒冬之后）(9)
“你就是在找借口！为什么你这么害怕宽恕自己？”
"Why are you so scared of blaming me for something that was actually my fault, for a change?"
“那你为什么会这么害怕责骂我痛恨我呢？明明是我犯下了错，你就一定要改变这一点吗？”
He hadn't intended to say that. Think it, maybe; but nothing more. However, he couldn't contain it. The afternoon had been far too tense already.
真嗣本来不想说出这句话的。随后他又想了想，也许吧；但也仅此而已了。不管怎样，他都已经抑制不住自己的自罪心了。今天下午发生的一切已经崩断了他脆弱的神经。
Asuka didn't yell. She threw a killer glare at him, and then sealed herself in their room, slamming the door shut. Sometimes, Shinji thought she had insisted on buying a house with western doors just so she could do that.
明日香没再朝他大喊大叫。她狠狠瞪了他一眼，走回了两人的卧室，嘭的一声摔上了门。有时真嗣会想，明日香当初坚持买西式的房门而不是日式的房门就是为了这一下。
He walked to the window. His gaze got lost in the forest of roofs, looking at the falling snowflakes but not really paying attention. More sighs escaped his lips, and yet a weight remained in his chest. He could only think about his last failure, one more for the count. Asuka's words, her accusations, circled his mind, not unlike the white vultures that had butchered her long ago.
"Why are you so scared of blaming me for something that was actually my fault, for a change?"
“那你为什么会这么害怕责骂我痛恨我呢？明明是我犯下了错，你就一定要改变这一点吗？”
He hadn't intended to say that. Think it, maybe; but nothing more. However, he couldn't contain it. The afternoon had been far too tense already.
真嗣本来不想说出这句话的。随后他又想了想，也许吧；但也仅此而已了。不管怎样，他都已经抑制不住自己的自罪心了。今天下午发生的一切已经崩断了他脆弱的神经。
Asuka didn't yell. She threw a killer glare at him, and then sealed herself in their room, slamming the door shut. Sometimes, Shinji thought she had insisted on buying a house with western doors just so she could do that.
明日香没再朝他大喊大叫。她狠狠瞪了他一眼，走回了两人的卧室，嘭的一声摔上了门。有时真嗣会想，明日香当初坚持买西式的房门而不是日式的房门就是为了这一下。
He walked to the window. His gaze got lost in the forest of roofs, looking at the falling snowflakes but not really paying attention. More sighs escaped his lips, and yet a weight remained in his chest. He could only think about his last failure, one more for the count. Asuka's words, her accusations, circled his mind, not unlike the white vultures that had butchered her long ago.
重生之皇后在下gl
