用dreamily/小梦续写，居然不让写？疯狂写废话(5)

也许他会让自己再次微笑。也许他能轻易地放下那些困扰他的事情。
但显然不是。他开始有糟糕的日子。沮丧，绝望，空虚的糟糕日子，糟糕的日子他甚至不能正常工作。
Bad days that feel like years. Bad days where he feels like everything is crumbling around him. He'ls wake up crying sometimes; sometimes he'll just stare at the ceiling, staring into nothingness, blankly, without any real emotion on his face.

糟糕的日子度日如年。在那些糟糕的日子里，他觉得周围的一切都在崩溃。他有时会哭着醒来;有时他只是盯着天花板，茫然地盯着虚无，脸上没有任何真实的情感。
Sometimes he'll sit outside of his apartment for hours at a time. Sometimes he'll take days at a time, just laying low and taking care of himself and staying inside or out. He'll spend a lot of nights lying awake, in his bed, listening to music on headphones and trying to forget that people existed, that someone else existed besides him.
有时他会在公寓外面一坐就是几个小时。有时他会一走就是几天，只是低调行事，照顾好自己，不出门不出门。他很多个晚上躺在床上睡不着，戴着耳机听音乐，试图忘记除了他之外还有其他人存在。