用dreamily/小梦续写，居然不让写？疯狂写废话(6)

Trying to convince himself that this isn't real life. He tries to ignore the things around him, tries to block his thoughts, tries to push away the pain and the sadness and the fear and all the other emotions surrounding him.
But sometimes it gets too much and the walls start starking.
试图说服自己这不是真的生活。他试图忽略周围的事物，试图阻止他的思绪，试图推开周围的痛苦、悲伤和恐惧以及所有其他情绪。但有时它变得太多，墙壁开始摇晃。
Some mornings he'll wake up screaming, clutching the sheets, tears falling silently, body tense and quivering as he stares in the darkness into nothingness. Some others he'l cry quietly, shaking and shivering. Sometimes he'll wake up drenched in sweat, covered in sweat, chest heaving and panting heavily. 

有些早晨，他醒来时会尖叫着，抓着被单，眼泪无声地落下，身体紧张而颤抖，凝视着黑暗中的虚无。有些人他会静静地哭泣，颤抖着。有时他醒来时会浑身是汗，浑身是汗，胸脯起伏，气喘吁吁。
Sometimes he'l stay still for what seems like hours as his whole body goes numb, eyes staring at the floor, breath heavy and gasping.
Some days he'll sit by his window, his fingers gripping the glass tightly, eyes trained on the door. His hands shake.
Some days he'l walk down the hall. He'll stand in front of his door.