Just a bet 第25章（上） （达荧英语同人文汉化）(18)

 He ran his fingers up through his hair just for something to do with them, other hand hitting his leg. “I changed for her because I wanted to, because she inspired me to change, gave me reason, motivation…” Another breath, his voice shaking as he continued, feeling the prickle of pain in his eyes as he struggled to keep himself from tearing up. “I fell in love with her so easily…

so quickly… I... I knew I couldn’t go on like that. So… a couple of weeks back, I called off the bet.” It felt like months ago, but it wasn’t.
他用手指拨弄着自己的头发，想找点事做，另一只手打在自己的腿上。“我为她改变是因为我想改变，因为她激励我改变，给了我理由，给了我动力... ...”又一次呼吸，他的声音颤抖着继续说下去，感觉到眼睛里的刺痛，他挣扎着不让自己流泪。“我这么轻易就爱上了她...这么快...我...我知道我不能再这样下去了。所以...几个星期前，我取消了赌约。”感觉像是几个月前，但其实不是。