【战锤40k同人作品翻译】Ennui 第二章：信仰 Faith(8)

I stared at it, torn between saving it, drinking it, and using it to wipe some of the grime from myself.
I would fight and die for Emperor and Imperium but oh, what I wouldn’t give to be clean again, even just a little.
Well, Canoness Priscilla wasn’t around to admonish me for wasting supplies anymore, she’d had her head sheared off by one of the enormous brutes shortly after we landed, so I grabbed one of the cleaner-looking scraps of cloth on the counter, lifted my head, tilted my face up, and dribbled some of the water over my face.

The cool, refreshing splash hit me like a wave of relief, and I shook the dusty cloth out a few times before wiping carefully along my cheeks, nose, and brow. 
The cloth came away nearly black, and I tossed it away before turning to look into a shattered mirror which still had a few stubborn fragments clinging to it after the devastation.
见习战斗修女亚历桑德拉·阿图斯（Alessandra Artus）回望着我，以这个词的某些定义来看。我看上去既憔悴又疲惫，我平时呈现暗淡的橄榄色的皮肤现在因营养不良和缺乏日照而变得苍白。
我和我的其他姐妹们同样苍白的头发湿漉漉地粘在我的脸上，我从自己的容貌上移开视线。