女人的弱点(14)

finally reduced to once a week. She always made excuses to evade me: occupied with school works today, helped her parents with their housework tomorrow, had to take care of her grandpa the next day. I could stand up to any criticism from her, no matter how harsh the words she was about to throw at me, but I couldn’t bear her cold-heartedness or she treated me as an invisible man. Once when I passed through her university, I made up my mind to pay her a visit and have a heart-on-heart conversation with she. As she had mentioned to me which study hall she was often in, it was an easy job for me to find her. When I stood in the doorway, I peeped at her talking and laughing with a tall, thin, handsome boy through the window. Her cheerful looking and dancing eyebrows was in sharp contrast to her previous attitude to me. I wondered who was he, so I beat about the bush to ask one of her classmates about the boy. “You mean the boy sitting by Hannah? He is a graduate. They are glued together everyday, and most of us conjectured that they are in love.” The girl said to me carelessly. For an instant the information was a blot from the blue: Hannah had a boyfriend? She was intimate with a graduate? The reason she alienated me is because she had a graduate boyfriend with her? It turned out that I was less than a mediocre senior in her heart! All of a sudden everything was crystal clear to me. Disgraceful tears welled out from my eyes and fell on the ground. I felt one more second there was a torture to me. So, without uttering a word to my goddess I l fled the school and went back to my home as soon as I could.