Just a bet 第25章（下） （达荧英语同人文汉化）(4)

他应该在第一次约会后就告诉她的，应该... 解释一下，也许他们可以不计前嫌。也许他应该解释一下，这本来只是个赌注，但是... 他喜欢她，而且... 他真的很想看看和她的关系会怎么发展... 那样做会有用吗？可能不会，也可能会，他不知道，他没有给她做决定的机会。
“I…” everyone loved Lumine, his whole family loved her, the only one who hadn’t met her was Dmitri and honestly he was sure the guy would love her too, would probably adore Aether as well. “I messed up…” he’d messed up so badly that not even that plentiful unconditional love of hers could salvage what they had. His voice shook as he took a breath, the tea offered to him but refused with a silent shake of his head, didn’t think he could stomach anything, not even tea, his stomach simply churning in discomfort, in despair. “I-I…