Just a bet 第26章（上） （达荧英语同人文汉化）(17)

she felt stupid.
她的皮肤上仍然残留着他触摸的感觉，感觉得到他的嘴唇在她的脖子上的感觉，她仍然能感觉到那个早晨给她带来的感觉，那时一切都还很奇妙，那时整个世界还有意义，一切都让她感舒适。现在她感到肮脏，感到被利用，被玷污。那么多的事情，他们一起做了那么多的事情，几乎所有他能从她那里夺走的东西，他都夺走了。一切都被他偷走了，就在他骗她爱上他以后。最重要是，最糟糕的是....她觉得自己很蠢。
Another heave made her throat burn, stomach ached, in the back of her mind she registered her brother and her friend shushing her, gentle shushing sounds as they made honest attempts to soothe her until nothing else would come up, no matter how many dry heaves she was involuntarily forced into making, leaving her just there, clinging to the porcelain, whole body trembling, grip like iron on the toilet bowl.