Just a bet 第34章（下）【达荧英语同人文汉化】(8)

Lumine慢慢地站了起来。她的大脑还没有安定下来，睡不着了，她知道。床对她来说太大了。如此容易迷失在其中。就像她前一天晚上洗的澡一样，在嵌入式浴缸里放松。Ajax喜欢她身上的香味，喜欢这个迷你游泳池里的泡泡。她以为这会给她带来安慰，但结果只带来了悲伤。
So much for only one person. Such a needless waste of space. Even when they were together they never used more than a third of it. Same with the bed now that she thought about it. No wonder he always felt like he needed something extra. A girl to warm his lap, drugs to haze his mind. Ajax was by nature, an addict, and being alone was the worst thing for him. Alone in a large bed. Alone in a huge shower, in a huge bath, in a huge room, in a huge house. Such a huge family and yet still so alone.

还单人浴缸。多么不必要的空间浪费。即使他们在一起的时候，他们也从未使用过超过三分之一的空间。现在想起来，床也是一样。难怪他总是觉得自己需要一些额外的东西。需要女孩子来温暖他的大腿，毒品来迷惑他的头脑。Ajax天生就是个瘾君子，孤独对他来说是最糟糕的事情。一个人躺在一张大床上。一个人在巨大的淋浴间，巨大的浴室，巨大的房间，巨大的房子里。如此大的家庭，却依然如此孤独。
He needed comfort. Closeness. The exact opposite of what he surrounded himself with. The thoughts stayed with Lumine as she slowly slid from the bed. It was her first Monday without school. The first day of her so-called adult life, as if that hadn’t happened at sixteen. Other younger members of the Garin family still had two weeks left before the end of the school year. She’d finished her finals, no more school to be had until her official graduation in the new year, so that meant they needed breakfast.