Just a bet 第34章（下）【达荧英语同人文汉化】(10)

睡衣被脱下来扔在床上。虽然觉得有点奇怪，但她还是毫不犹豫的打开了原本属于她的抽屉。所有的东西，都和之前一模一样。打底裤，袜子，胸罩，所有空没有拿走的东西都还在抽屉里。Lumine坐在它前面，双膝跪地，看了一会儿，回想起过去的二十四个小时。
The thought of being there wasn’t sickening anymore. The idea of being pregnant wasn’t the world-ending calamity that it had been when the idea first came to her mind. Ajax wasn’t a heartless asshole who didn’t deserve a chance to explain himself. The shock of it all had bloomed into one of the most surprising emotions of her life:

呆在那里的想法不再让她觉得恶心了。可能怀孕的可能性不再像她第一次想到那样像是一个会毁灭世界的灾难。Ajax不是一个没心没肺的不值得给他一个解释的机会的混蛋。这一切的震惊已经转变成了她生命中最想不到的情绪:
Disappointment. Sadness. Almost mourning for a child she didn’t have and had never been having.
失望、悲伤、几乎是在为她没有、也从未有过的孩子而悲伤。
The mere idea that she could be sad that she wasn’t carrying their child had done wonders to help make up her mind. First, she would make breakfast for everyone, she’d somehow get herself over to Thoma’s apartment. She needed to tell him first. He deserved to know, after everything... He deserved to know that she’d made her choice, even if it was ridiculous, he deserved to know.