Chapter 4 A Bleeding Roof (II)(6)

“Lydia and I were childhood friends. She once said she would marry me, I love her than everything, even my life. If I can’t possess her, she can’t be owned by others! She was so perfect, I always felt inferior when we were together, so, when she said she would keep our relationship secret, I also agreed. I thought she would be touched by me one day, but I was wrong and wrong badly. A month ago, she was kept by a rich boss. She cut me off completely so that the real estate developer wouldn’t suspect me. I can’t afford to lose her, even if I were her secret lover. But she seemed determined, changed the number, didn’t go back to her residence. I can’t find her, I felt myself was crazy. So, I decided to kill her. I waited downstairs for her every day and finally she arrived. I still had hope for her. When I at her home, I still in earnest, wanted to save the relationship. I knew the love was pure without any money. But she threw me five thousand dollars and told me to leave her alone. I couldn’t bear such humiliation. I attacked her from behind while she didn’t pay attention. My right hand was hurt, my left hand didn’t’ get enough power to kill her. She was lying on the ground and struggling. I can’t forget eyes that were full of fear and hatred. Her eyes let me afraid, let me angry, so I hit her head one by one. The blood and the brains sprayed to my face, my body and my clothes…