英文灌水日记190609(3)
Although I had no idea of what everybody else backbite me, I could feel their strange way of looking at me when we met in the corridor led to piano rooms, as if they were saying to me “you want to play Chopin when you have just learnt to read music? You such an egomaniac!”. I was quite helpless about that: Whether I play Chopin or not is my business, what is it to you? The hands grow on my body, it is my freedom to play whatever I like. So, instead of restrain myself and behave myself to practice what teacher taught, I went my own way ever further. My deed surely created wider offense, and I felt quite painful having to look at those strange eyes in the training center. Desperately, I had no other choice but to stand out and explain myself: I play Chopin just for fun. It is said interest is the best teacher. When I follow my interest to learn piano, it will never be a dull job to me. However, as if my words had no effect on them, they treated me as an egomaniac as before and backbite me as usual, which embittered me further.