Just a bet 第26章(上) (达荧英语同人文汉化)(10)
2024-06-14 来源:百合文库
那封信被拿到她的膝盖上,在她的手里稍微皱了一下,而她的另一只手则被抬到她的眼前,擦去她脸颊上缓缓流下的泪水。不管她怎么哭,似乎都不够。滚烫的,刺痛的眼泪不断涌来。她喉咙里的疼痛还会继续燃烧。
Her breath shook, shoulders heaving in a raspy inhale. It took a hard sniff to get some air, but she tried her best to place the letter next to herself without damaging it further. Once more sip of hot chocolate. Just another delay before continuing. Being mad was so much easier but she ran out of energy to be angry a long, long time ago.
她的呼吸在颤抖,肩膀在沙哑的吸气中起伏。她用力吸了一口气才呼吸到新鲜空气,但她还是尽力把信放在自己身边,不让它进一步损坏。再喝一口热巧克力。只是在继续之前的又一次延迟。生气是一个容易的多的选择,但是很久很久以前她就没有力气生气了。
Reaching in, she took the pillow out and hugged it close to her chest. So soft, the familiar scent of safety and spices filling her lungs while breathing into it. She could almost hear Anthon and Teucer’s playful yells across the house, Tonia’s calling out that she was done with her homework... Ajax’s body warmth as he leaned against her.
她伸手将枕头拿了出来,抱在怀里。如此柔软,她呼吸着,熟悉的安全感和香料的气味充满了她的肺。她几乎可以听到安东和托克在房子里嬉闹的喊叫,冬妮娅在喊她做完作业了... Ajax温暖的身体靠在她身上。
Before he ripped out her trust and stomped on it publicly. Was any of it real? If so, when did it even start? Did he play his cards just right to get a bonus? Did he talk with them to see if he could get something extra if he could fuck her? Maybe that was why he didn’t go for it at first, why he’d waited for her to make the move, would that have earned him more? HER initiating sex? She didn’t know how any of it worked, how twisted their minds must have been to come up with such a horrible game... how anyone could be that awful.
Her breath shook, shoulders heaving in a raspy inhale. It took a hard sniff to get some air, but she tried her best to place the letter next to herself without damaging it further. Once more sip of hot chocolate. Just another delay before continuing. Being mad was so much easier but she ran out of energy to be angry a long, long time ago.
她的呼吸在颤抖,肩膀在沙哑的吸气中起伏。她用力吸了一口气才呼吸到新鲜空气,但她还是尽力把信放在自己身边,不让它进一步损坏。再喝一口热巧克力。只是在继续之前的又一次延迟。生气是一个容易的多的选择,但是很久很久以前她就没有力气生气了。
Reaching in, she took the pillow out and hugged it close to her chest. So soft, the familiar scent of safety and spices filling her lungs while breathing into it. She could almost hear Anthon and Teucer’s playful yells across the house, Tonia’s calling out that she was done with her homework... Ajax’s body warmth as he leaned against her.
她伸手将枕头拿了出来,抱在怀里。如此柔软,她呼吸着,熟悉的安全感和香料的气味充满了她的肺。她几乎可以听到安东和托克在房子里嬉闹的喊叫,冬妮娅在喊她做完作业了... Ajax温暖的身体靠在她身上。
Before he ripped out her trust and stomped on it publicly. Was any of it real? If so, when did it even start? Did he play his cards just right to get a bonus? Did he talk with them to see if he could get something extra if he could fuck her? Maybe that was why he didn’t go for it at first, why he’d waited for her to make the move, would that have earned him more? HER initiating sex? She didn’t know how any of it worked, how twisted their minds must have been to come up with such a horrible game... how anyone could be that awful.