Two Decades Life (1)

I'm Haytham Kenway. And I was always called Haythie by my parents in my childhood. Actually, I used to live in a developing city in China. And my dad gave me Yushi as a nickname, which I didn't really like. I learnt that it was a symbol of emperors power in ancient time. My mum wished it would take good luck to me, but it was seen as misfortune in many aspects.
Could I get rid of the negatives?
When I was half year old, my mum got cancer and needed to recover in the hospital for approximately 1 month. As a result, I was sent to thefucking aunts home.