【赛马娘同人文】Grazing Unyield 英文部分2(43)

“Ahaha…What’s with you today, Trainer? How could I…blame that…on you? It’s rather you that had done this much to me…I’m already thankful….”
“But…I…still….”
Her slender palms clenched the sheets below her tightly as her slight tremble, and intensified breaths again broke the calm atmosphere.
“I…don’t want to be like this! I…don’t want to admit my defeat!”
“I…didn’t lose…right? I just…couldn’t race it anymore…It’s not defeated…right?”

Her smile before that had been formed by nothing but unwillingness now froze on her face, with two crystals of liquid rolling down her cheek.
“Ahaha…That’s…too outrageous of me, right?”
“I knew it all along; I knew it already as I broke it at the Derby…I knew it…but I could never convince myself to believe it! To believe that I’ve been destroyed by something like this, something that I didn’t commit…To believe that we could only go this far….”