被母亲逼着搬出去住的那些天 THOSE DAYS LIVING OUTSIDE WITH MUM’S FORCING(8)

他偶尔还回父母家去，但是那种微妙的尴尬似乎尚未完全消失。母亲一如既往地招待他，知道他新交了女朋友，听他讲述工作和感情生活的进展，但从不过问他的生活细节。他一直想对母亲之前25年的照料表示感谢，但他一直拖着，迈不出对自家人说体己话的这一步。直到有一天，他在父母家厨房的吊柜里发现了母亲的日记。鬼使神差地，他翻到了两年前，母亲逼自己搬出去住的那些天的日记，母亲写道，自己争取了出差任务，躲了出去，是生怕目睹独生子搬家的场景会掉眼泪。她怕自己是一只溺爱孩子的老鹰，舍不得做出将儿子啄离得决断，把儿子这只本可展翅翱翔的小鹰，圈养成不舍离巢的肥胖家禽。
He was shocked, he quickly flips it backwards, and finally finds a thing that mom hasn’t told him: To get used to the changes after he left, she ate sleeping pills for Three months. But what she showed in front of her son, was a sense of relief. Far-sighted Chinese parents, always cover their real feelings, and waits for their children to see and comprehend. They are greatly influenced by Fu Lei Letter for family.