【英语】沃伦姆德的薄暮(18)

pid：87275574 She was afraid of the originium, because the killers who killed her father, were just some common patients before. When her friends contracted the disease, they used oily wrenches to break the streets. This world has too many questions that she can’t understand, from the death of her father, to her mother going missing; from the disgusting behaviors of the patients to the indescribable behaviors of her friends, the originium was the evil to make the common people unusual. The fear of Oripathy, the hate of the killers, she actually was afraid that she will become unusual like the infected. So, she kept away from originium instruments, and looked at the infected around her with strange eyes. The Oripathy was not only a kind of physiological disease, but also a kind of mental disease. But this was not enough. To our surprise, after she joined Rhodes Island, and fight with Blaze in Longmen city, she started to grow up fast.The silent little swallow, now starting shelter from the wind and rain for others. Why she changed? Analyze the words she said in Episode 6, the Partial Necrosis, we can know, after she became an operator, her attitude to the infected was not one of enmity, but rather a search for answers. “I don’t know how much pain the infected are in.” Because she was not an infected person, she can’t understand it. She knows, the Oripathy not only brought pain to the infected, but also took away her father and mother. Although her question was too straightforward, but she has the right to ask. Since that’s the problem she doesn’t understand. Although she was afraid of originium, she still wrapped the wound of the infected operators. Due to her fear, however, she was shaking while she did so. But she still chose her way to move forward together with her friends. She put the past behind her and didn’t seek revenge.