Crush On You - Chapter IV(5)

After a considerable resolution with statements I contrived I messaged him to meet at the central park where we had had body training. It was beyond my estimation that he accepted it after a while.
Carey was my only “special” friend at school who brought me much unforgettable memory. I could hardly make it out how our attraction to each other kept incessant. But something urgent must be explained open-heartedly, that was what I was thinking during walking on the way.
There were still some people hanging out in the park and the weather good enough but nothing would cheer me up anymore if I didn’t unscrew the awful pins to loosen the tightened knot in our connection.

He appeared at last after my long waiting on a swing. I for some moment thought that he would not come for change of mind.
He stared at me, and so did I to him, both of us speechlessly.
“Come to have a seat, dude.” I mumbled with head lowered.
He did as I said silently, another unbearable quietness except voice fluttering surrounded.
I again broke the embarrassment. “Why avoid me, dude. Did I do something wrong? You didn’t meet me by lots of excuses. It made me very upset and anxious. ”