夜长未半(4)

"我要写些什么？"
" 你一直在想这事，或者你一直想告诉某人的事。"
我拿起笔，缓缓地摩挲着。
There's no sound of your breathing，
Still your room is so freezing，
My heart bled at the sight，
That brought me torture overand over，
It's something I must live with everyday，
Now I know there's no way out，
My life has turned too dusty like vampire，
I'm gonna rust out and struggle in the flame of fire，

All my fears had been stained，
But my scars are still remained，
How much I've got to lose?
where's a ray of hope?
w.... 
我无法再忍下去，泪水夺眶而出。
"哭出来了就好了，总是有办法的。经历了这么多，也累了。以后有什么事情，找我吧，我一直在。"
我瘫软在桌子上，杨颜没再说什么，只是轻轻摸了摸我的头。
渐渐的，连续四天彻夜未眠的疲倦占了上风，我在满桌的纸页中，沉沉入睡。