高手的困惑

I am a computer game addict, I am a student in a key school as well. You may think the two concepts are contradictory: a boy abandons himself to games must be a poor student, a lad educated at a key school must keep himself from that sort of spiritual opium. Absolutely, I am that kind of contradiction entity: a game addict and a top student at the same time. To be exact, my grades is not that good. As a 17-year-old quasi-adult I have no self-restraint and hence can't keep my mind on study. The chief part of my life is burying myself in the game world and do everything to polish the skill. Although it sounds a bit absurd, it is the fact that game is the air for me. I suffer from hypoxia as along as there is one day away from it. Although I have tried and been through a good deal of games in these years, my favorite genre is fighting game. As The King of Fighters 97 is the most popular one at present, I spent most of my spare time and a large sum of lucky money supposed to be used for school supplies on it. After years of practice, my skill on it, if not could be said the best, at least can help me defeat most of senior players around. As I focused myself on that kind of dead-end thing, the time assigned to study was cut to the bone and as a result of neglect of learning, I could only get bad marks at school. For that reason I become the butt of scorn and ridicule of my classmates. After being warned and frightened repeatedly by the head teacher, my parents are worried sick about me: if I always get poor marks, top universities may evade me; if then, I will get a bleak future, and how can I support myself and my family in that case? Even if I was scolded with harsh words and barred from touching games by the elders, I don't care so much. Just give me chances to play computer games every day and I can be satisfied.