【杰佣】(英文)接冬之城 奈布的告别信

√是上一篇诗《冬之城》的补充
√奈布不辞而别，乘夜离去后杰克找到的一张信纸
√英文水平很渣啊😭，所以写得不好大家多包涵。觉得还是英文比较有感觉。
√谢谢有缘的你能点进来，看我一个无名小卒的文章。我只是想把这份灵感与感动分享给更多的人。谢谢!
He has goneMy dearest …Jack sorry for the sudden farewell. 
I don't konw how long the war will last and how long we 'll saperate.
sorry. 
That's my vocation and I have no choice. 
Not only for the payment, you konw it. Standing beside my buddies with my knife doesn't feel that well 
But it's kind of charming 
It draws me deeply and it's the only way to prove my value, to tell me why that I am in this world 
Although I have already got you, the one who treat me as a real man sinserely, with one hundred percent of his heart 
How grateful I am so that I couldn't write down one more word, because of my trembling
…
You konw "love" couldn't be one's whole life. It was my honor to be with you, to figure out the other parts of me. But we can't always enjoy the generous giving from the god. I must follow my destiny, experience the pain, the fear, the sorrow which shall make me stronger if I haven't fell …first. 
So sorry for I couldn't say goodbye to you in person. But, maybe, this is better. I suppose you- the cold blooded guy will still weep yourself out, Hum ～