RW3Y-ALLFARY TALES END—dishwasher1910(3)(7)
"Ruby I'msorry but,…"
“Ruby，我很抱歉但…”
“But you know whatwas worse, its that when I look into her eyes, I don't see some mechanicalscomponents, I saw the eyes that belonged to the person back then, and Iremember the last time I saw her, face to face, its like living through allthat pain again, watching someone you cared about get ripped in half in frontof you. Do you how much it hurts.?”
“但你知道最糟糕的是什么吗，是我直视她的眼睛，我看不到什么机械部件，我看到的是我曾经的伙伴，而我记得最后一次见她的情景，当面的，这就像回溯所有的痛苦，看着你在乎的人被当面撕碎，你会有多伤心？”
"YesI,.."
"It make methink about what else you may have been hiding from us Weiss, about yourself,about the SRED, the Grimm, everything. Its like having all these power toyourself have change you Weiss."
“这令我想到你还瞒着我们什么Weiss，关于你自己，关于SRED，Grimm，一切！看看权力使你变成什么样了Weiss。”
"ENOUGH"
“够了！”
Ruby的最后一句话终于使Weiss爆发了，伴随着多年来所有压抑的感情。这一刻她感到胸口在燃烧而自己在尽力不崩溃。她的拳头握得越来越紧，而嘴唇紧扣着，尽力阻止自己流泪。
这时候Weiss开始反击夺开深色发女人抓着她衣领的手，推开摆脱她。慢慢抬起脸，几乎可以看见她微微颤抖的肩膀，在帽檐下听见那模糊的深呼吸声，然后青瞳对上银瞳。
"Do you notthink that I'm trying my best here … Do you know how hard is it to shoulder allthese responsibilities that I have, to have people's lives and essentially thefuture of humanity placed under your care? Don't you think,…. Don't you thinkthat I know what suffering and pain feels like too, when I see the people whoare dear to me get hurt. How did you think I was when I carried you into thecarrier with blood covering us from head to toe, how do you think I was when Iwatched pushed you in that wheel chair, when Yang was helping you walk while Ihad to carried on with my work. HOW THE LIVING HELL DO YOU THINK I WAS WHEN IWAS SOBBING IN YOUR LAP THEN. I know pain Ruby, maybe even more than you do,and I'm haunted everyday by some of decisions that I had to made but do youknow why I do it ? Because It is the duty of a leader to make decisions thatwill benefit the greater majority. That is not something that I will jeopardizeeasily, much less for a girl who haven't grown up from her fairytale yet andher "friend" who has always been a machine and that I had minimalhistory with."
“Ruby，我很抱歉但…”
“But you know whatwas worse, its that when I look into her eyes, I don't see some mechanicalscomponents, I saw the eyes that belonged to the person back then, and Iremember the last time I saw her, face to face, its like living through allthat pain again, watching someone you cared about get ripped in half in frontof you. Do you how much it hurts.?”
“但你知道最糟糕的是什么吗，是我直视她的眼睛，我看不到什么机械部件，我看到的是我曾经的伙伴，而我记得最后一次见她的情景，当面的，这就像回溯所有的痛苦，看着你在乎的人被当面撕碎，你会有多伤心？”
"YesI,.."
"It make methink about what else you may have been hiding from us Weiss, about yourself,about the SRED, the Grimm, everything. Its like having all these power toyourself have change you Weiss."
“这令我想到你还瞒着我们什么Weiss，关于你自己，关于SRED，Grimm，一切！看看权力使你变成什么样了Weiss。”
"ENOUGH"
“够了！”
Ruby的最后一句话终于使Weiss爆发了，伴随着多年来所有压抑的感情。这一刻她感到胸口在燃烧而自己在尽力不崩溃。她的拳头握得越来越紧，而嘴唇紧扣着，尽力阻止自己流泪。
这时候Weiss开始反击夺开深色发女人抓着她衣领的手，推开摆脱她。慢慢抬起脸，几乎可以看见她微微颤抖的肩膀，在帽檐下听见那模糊的深呼吸声，然后青瞳对上银瞳。
"Do you notthink that I'm trying my best here … Do you know how hard is it to shoulder allthese responsibilities that I have, to have people's lives and essentially thefuture of humanity placed under your care? Don't you think,…. Don't you thinkthat I know what suffering and pain feels like too, when I see the people whoare dear to me get hurt. How did you think I was when I carried you into thecarrier with blood covering us from head to toe, how do you think I was when Iwatched pushed you in that wheel chair, when Yang was helping you walk while Ihad to carried on with my work. HOW THE LIVING HELL DO YOU THINK I WAS WHEN IWAS SOBBING IN YOUR LAP THEN. I know pain Ruby, maybe even more than you do,and I'm haunted everyday by some of decisions that I had to made but do youknow why I do it ? Because It is the duty of a leader to make decisions thatwill benefit the greater majority. That is not something that I will jeopardizeeasily, much less for a girl who haven't grown up from her fairytale yet andher "friend" who has always been a machine and that I had minimalhistory with."
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