【寰宇异想】星球大战 克隆人英雄传之雷克斯：相遇与重逢(5)
2023-03-06星球大战 来源:百合文库
“雷克斯，Geith说的是真的吗？难道我们都因为役使你们而成了罪恶的人？”她心烦意乱，他听得出她声线里粗嘎的低音。“我们都在毫无意义地盲从命令吗？”
Rex felt his world beginning to unravel. If he let Ahsoka go too far down that path-no, if he let himself go down that path, then he wouldn't be able to do the job, and if he didn't do this job, then he had no idea what his life was about. If he let that doubt take hold, he would never be able to deal with Skywalker again, or be able to lead his men.
And he had to lead them because they depended on him. His whole existence depended on believing in what he was doing.
雷克斯的世界开始澄清。如果他让阿索卡走上歧路—不，如果他让自己走上歧路，那么他将无法履行职责。如果他不履职，他不知道人生能有什么意义。如果他攥着怀疑不松手，他将无法再与天行者共事，无法领导他的部下。而他必须领导，部下们都指望着他。他的人生建立在对所作所为的信念之上。
The little nagging voice that he tried to ignore was actually being more constructive this time. Don't even think about it, the voice said. Because you can't change a thing. So what if it's true? Where are you going to go? What else could you do? And what would happen to your men? Some things were so overwhelming and beyond your control that simply noticing they were there would destroy you.
Rex felt his world beginning to unravel. If he let Ahsoka go too far down that path-no, if he let himself go down that path, then he wouldn't be able to do the job, and if he didn't do this job, then he had no idea what his life was about. If he let that doubt take hold, he would never be able to deal with Skywalker again, or be able to lead his men.
And he had to lead them because they depended on him. His whole existence depended on believing in what he was doing.
雷克斯的世界开始澄清。如果他让阿索卡走上歧路—不，如果他让自己走上歧路，那么他将无法履行职责。如果他不履职，他不知道人生能有什么意义。如果他攥着怀疑不松手，他将无法再与天行者共事，无法领导他的部下。而他必须领导，部下们都指望着他。他的人生建立在对所作所为的信念之上。
The little nagging voice that he tried to ignore was actually being more constructive this time. Don't even think about it, the voice said. Because you can't change a thing. So what if it's true? Where are you going to go? What else could you do? And what would happen to your men? Some things were so overwhelming and beyond your control that simply noticing they were there would destroy you.
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