Just a bet 第25章（上） （达荧英语同人文汉化）(32)

he wasn’t going to do that to her.
方向盘被他紧紧握住，皮革衬里在他的手指下吱吱作响。他可以进去，要求跟她谈谈，解释一下，或者至少试着解释一下，但是——就在他思考的时候，他知道他做不到。这完全是自私的行为，她不想见他，不想和他说话，强迫她做这么可怕的事，他... 他不会这么对她的。
In. Out.
吸气，呼气。
He started the ignition. The car rumbled to life, he didn’t want to envision what was happening inside, no doubt the thin walls of her apartment wouldn’t hide the engines rumble of life, reminding her that he was still out there, struggling to leave because leaving… leaving would mean it’d all happened, leaving without her would mean it was over. He had to go.