Just a bet 第26章（上） （达荧英语同人文汉化）(35)
2024-06-14 来源:百合文库
“怎么... ...我怎么耐心得了？我只想去找她... ... 跟她谈谈，解决问题，或者至少尝试一下!”明明知道他可以去她身边，和她说话，试图修复他所破坏的一切，却坐在那里什么都不做，这是一种折磨。他还是不知道Signora跟她说了什么，空说他需要弄清楚，他需要弄清楚他承认了什么，然后他才有权利进去试图解决问题。
Otherwise he’d probably only end up apologising without even knowing what he was apologising for and that’d just make everything way worse.
否则，他最后可能只会道歉，甚至不知道自己在为什么道歉，这只会让事情变得更糟。
“That won’t help though, will it?” She had such kind, understanding eyes, her voice so soft and soothing, at least there he didn’t feel judged, he didn’t feel as much of a monster as he’d been feeling since it’d happened.
“那样也没用，不是吗?”她有一双善良，善解人意的眼睛，她的声音是那么柔和，那么舒缓，至少在那里他没有感到被批判，他没有感到自从那件事发生以来一直觉得自己是一个怪物的感觉。
“… No.” No, it wouldn’t “she’d hate me…” she hated him already but… forcing her to talk to him while she was in pain from something he did, just so he could feel better about it all was just very definition of selfishness, he had to give her space, he had to let her process and heal… he had to just… give it time, no matter how difficult it was for him to do. “I…
I can’t sleep without her, Ganyu…” he’d tried, he’d simply found himself tossing and turning, staring up at the ceiling for hours. The pillow beside his still smelled of her perfume but trading his for hers still hadn’t helped him sleep. It just reminded him of what he’d lost.
Otherwise he’d probably only end up apologising without even knowing what he was apologising for and that’d just make everything way worse.
否则，他最后可能只会道歉，甚至不知道自己在为什么道歉，这只会让事情变得更糟。
“That won’t help though, will it?” She had such kind, understanding eyes, her voice so soft and soothing, at least there he didn’t feel judged, he didn’t feel as much of a monster as he’d been feeling since it’d happened.
“那样也没用，不是吗?”她有一双善良，善解人意的眼睛，她的声音是那么柔和，那么舒缓，至少在那里他没有感到被批判，他没有感到自从那件事发生以来一直觉得自己是一个怪物的感觉。
“… No.” No, it wouldn’t “she’d hate me…” she hated him already but… forcing her to talk to him while she was in pain from something he did, just so he could feel better about it all was just very definition of selfishness, he had to give her space, he had to let her process and heal… he had to just… give it time, no matter how difficult it was for him to do. “I…
I can’t sleep without her, Ganyu…” he’d tried, he’d simply found himself tossing and turning, staring up at the ceiling for hours. The pillow beside his still smelled of her perfume but trading his for hers still hadn’t helped him sleep. It just reminded him of what he’d lost.
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