Just a bet 第28章(上) (达荧英语同人文汉化)(23)
2024-06-14达荧 来源:百合文库
那天晚上他没有吃晚饭,发现自己又一次在床上辗转反侧,因为床太大了,他一个人睡不着。
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Thursday arrived with bleary eyes and a groan. Ajax’s alarm was cut off with a few taps of his phone and he rolled over onto his back. Not even an hour of sleep total in the entire night. Three days now and he was running on so few hours that his vision was getting blurry. Yet he couldn’t best it. Sleep wouldn’t come, no matter how much he wanted. Past mistakes would swim in his mind, haunting, plaguing him without mercy. Every time he messed up, every small what if moment.
星期四到来的时候,他双眼朦胧,呻吟了一声。Ajax的手机响了几下,闹钟就被切断了,他翻了个身。整个晚上连一个小时的睡眠都没有。已经三天了,他连续很久没有睡觉,视线都开始模糊了。然而,他还是无法战胜失眠。无论他多么渴望,睡眠都不会到来。过去的错误会在他的脑海中游走,纠缠着他,无情地折磨着他。他搞砸的每一次,每一个小小的如果。
Then when he got delirious in the early hours of the morning, it turned violent. Maybe if he punched Signora earlier, would this have happened? Could he force his way to Lumine and make her listen to him? Desperate thoughts he was ashamed of ran through his sleep-deprived mind. He needed help. If he was going to talk to her tonight at the gym when he took Tonia to class, he needed something.
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Thursday arrived with bleary eyes and a groan. Ajax’s alarm was cut off with a few taps of his phone and he rolled over onto his back. Not even an hour of sleep total in the entire night. Three days now and he was running on so few hours that his vision was getting blurry. Yet he couldn’t best it. Sleep wouldn’t come, no matter how much he wanted. Past mistakes would swim in his mind, haunting, plaguing him without mercy. Every time he messed up, every small what if moment.
星期四到来的时候,他双眼朦胧,呻吟了一声。Ajax的手机响了几下,闹钟就被切断了,他翻了个身。整个晚上连一个小时的睡眠都没有。已经三天了,他连续很久没有睡觉,视线都开始模糊了。然而,他还是无法战胜失眠。无论他多么渴望,睡眠都不会到来。过去的错误会在他的脑海中游走,纠缠着他,无情地折磨着他。他搞砸的每一次,每一个小小的如果。
Then when he got delirious in the early hours of the morning, it turned violent. Maybe if he punched Signora earlier, would this have happened? Could he force his way to Lumine and make her listen to him? Desperate thoughts he was ashamed of ran through his sleep-deprived mind. He needed help. If he was going to talk to her tonight at the gym when he took Tonia to class, he needed something.