【赛马娘同人文】Grazing Unyield 英文部分2(6)

Upon speaking, I shook my head violently and retracted my hands.
I patted hard on my cheeks and gazed into her tanzanite eyes once more.
"Ahaha...What...What am I saying to a little girl...I'm sorry...Please reconsider your choices, Miss Teio; just forget what I've said.
The joy that had filled me now was no more than a vacuum. 
I can't rely myself on this sudden impulse of emotions.

Leave her, poor me! If I cannot sustain my own will, how could I sustain her expectation?
I can't let her crystal spring eyes quench her whimsical feelings of me...It would be too late if I didn't leave now.
She has the ability and the right to be trained by a professional and responsible trainer...
"What you've said...it's really confusing! But there's one thing that I knew you were wrong..."