【英译】《紫罗兰永恒花园 · 外传》序言诗

I am the materials that compose myself
ailanthusA teaspoon of waywardness and tears plus ailanthus
Two tablespoons of loneliness and anxiety as well as Alberta
And a pinch of grief used as a prop
Even if only a little realization of restlessness and anticipation for the future
This is what makes me who I am