丁程鑫|瘾君子(5)
这样温柔的美人，任谁也不敢凶吧。
我笑了，“Borrow your favorable.”
「借你吉言。」
我没和她再聊什么，打了句招呼就坐计程车回家，司机是个二十五六岁的黑人小伙，穿着朴素，很热情，一路上都在给我介绍温哥华的美丽。
我不想扫了他的兴，便认真的听着他说的每一句话，时不时的应和两句“Wo”，“Amazing”。
他开始和我谈天说地，聊他的人生，他那悲惨不堪的人生，他自嘲自己是个烂人，出生贫苦，被白种人看不起，被欺凌，只能靠这种工作为生，为了那点薪水甚至要忍受客人的白眼与嘲讽。
泥潭底下的烂种，他这么说。
我垂眸:“If it makes you feel better, I would tell you, I am of the star, have a transfer, a private mansion, sitting at home open live front teeth can earn enough for the meal, but I for ignoble things circle back and down shrines from now on, I can't go back to the original height, can't again when the ten thousand people of object, I am no longer a glamorous actress, He's just a half-breed who needs to work for a living, doesn't want to get ahead and just wants to suck.”
「如果能让你感觉好点的话，我会告诉你，我是红极一时的女明星，有专车接送，有私人豪宅，坐在家里开直播唠唠嗑都能赚足饭钱，但我因为不光彩的事退圈，从此跌下神坛，我回不去原来的高度了，无法再当万人追捧的对象，我不再是光鲜亮丽的女明星，只是一个需要为生计操劳，没什么上进心只想摆烂的混种。」
我低语:“We are all rotten seeds in the mire.”
「我们都是泥潭里的烂种。」
“At least you've had it, haven't you? You've had all those good things, and what if you've lost them? You've already experienced heights that ordinary people can't reach.”
我笑了，“Borrow your favorable.”
「借你吉言。」
我没和她再聊什么，打了句招呼就坐计程车回家，司机是个二十五六岁的黑人小伙，穿着朴素，很热情，一路上都在给我介绍温哥华的美丽。
我不想扫了他的兴，便认真的听着他说的每一句话，时不时的应和两句“Wo”，“Amazing”。
他开始和我谈天说地，聊他的人生，他那悲惨不堪的人生，他自嘲自己是个烂人，出生贫苦，被白种人看不起，被欺凌，只能靠这种工作为生，为了那点薪水甚至要忍受客人的白眼与嘲讽。
泥潭底下的烂种，他这么说。
我垂眸:“If it makes you feel better, I would tell you, I am of the star, have a transfer, a private mansion, sitting at home open live front teeth can earn enough for the meal, but I for ignoble things circle back and down shrines from now on, I can't go back to the original height, can't again when the ten thousand people of object, I am no longer a glamorous actress, He's just a half-breed who needs to work for a living, doesn't want to get ahead and just wants to suck.”
「如果能让你感觉好点的话，我会告诉你，我是红极一时的女明星，有专车接送，有私人豪宅，坐在家里开直播唠唠嗑都能赚足饭钱，但我因为不光彩的事退圈，从此跌下神坛，我回不去原来的高度了，无法再当万人追捧的对象，我不再是光鲜亮丽的女明星，只是一个需要为生计操劳，没什么上进心只想摆烂的混种。」
我低语:“We are all rotten seeds in the mire.”
「我们都是泥潭里的烂种。」
“At least you've had it, haven't you? You've had all those good things, and what if you've lost them? You've already experienced heights that ordinary people can't reach.”
祺鑫纯车吃丁程鑫红豆
