《Divergence》——英文轻小说（原创）

Chapter2——At Sea
Night fell faster than I thought.
When I walked out of the bus station, it was almost dark as midnight.
Without a specific destination, I kept on walking along the pavement.I tried to distract myself by coming up various unimportant questions， like WHY THE HELL the lamps preferred to flicker like mad when I was in a muddle?
Why I was always the luckiest one whom the most awful things occurs to exactly on a dim, freezing and gloomy day?
This is not a movie, was it? 
Why someone on the earth would be willing to standing on the handrail of a bridge at midnight in this sort of weather?