TO VOX( BIRTHDAY CELEBRATION)(2)

When I thought that, I always feel panic.
当我一想到这，我总是感到恐慌。
Therefore, I'm very contradictory. On the one hand, I'm sorry you had a long and painful time. On the other hand, I should be happy about it.
因此，我很矛盾。一方面我很抱歉你经历了一段很长很痛苦的时间。另一方面，我竟然对此感到开心。
Daddy, my happiness is based on your pain.I am so mean, right?
Daddy，我的快乐是建立在你的痛苦之上的。我是如此的卑劣，对吧？
However, If you feel angry, I don't beg for your 
forgiveness. Because I don't think that is a mistake. 

It's just that I stand in a different position.
然而，如果你感到生气，我也不会乞求你的原谅。因为我并不认为那是错的。只是我站在不同的立场上。
Anyway, I got a lot from you, daddy.The best wishes I 
want to give you have been thought about very early——
无论如何，我从你那里得到了很多，daddy。我想送给你的祝愿很早以前就想好了——
Wish you to see the most gorgeous scenery.
希望你看见最绚丽的风景。
Wish you to get the most sincere blessing.
希望你得到最真挚的眷顾。
Wish you to love yourself more than anything.
希望你爱自己胜过爱一切。