水里?
想着被水没过头的感觉,呼吸变得急促,胸口发疼。
“柚子,柚子!”
身子被猛烈摇晃,声音越来越大,星巴克外的人变得清晰,我捂住脸。
“行了,别摇了!”
真是,丢人。
“你怎么没走?”
“我说好等你的。”
“那你为什么不进去吃东西?”
“我真的不饿啊。”
我有点不明白他的逻辑了,是文化差异吗?
“给你,钱包自己拿着。”
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我掏出钱包扔给笑脸盈盈的男生。
“我们去哪儿睡觉?”
“啊!”
我产生了不好的联想,双手下意识护住了胸膛。
“你回家吧!”
“柚子,你答应我跟着你的。”
忍不住叹气,努力改变不了什么,但是麻烦永远如影随形。
“走吧。”
再多几天吧,打开手机,回复了一条。
一切安好,勿念。