《诉说谎言的记忆》三十六(2)

“Goahead,Soldier.”
“So Captain,What's my name?I cann't recall it,how the damn thing??”
得到的回答，让我稍稍有些欣慰。
“Sorry,Soldier,me neither,I don't know who I am,but I know my CODE NAME Duke.”
“Then,Soldier，if you wanna a name,how about Shadow?”
记忆再次跳转，我和我的小队似乎正在缅甸的丛林中。
“Sgt.Shadow,what's next step?”
身边的战友还有五人，和我一样，都还是孩子。
“Cop.Nate, just keep moving,Captain is waiting us at LZ.”
转身招呼队友。
“Squad,follow me!”
还没等回过神来，队伍最前端的侦查兵就举起右手，放在左肩。
“Squad,take cover!”
“Contact!Enemy patril dead ahead!”
“Watch my six!”
“Changing mag!Give me some cover in fire!”
再次跳转，一个小村庄，被战火蹂躏的小村庄，CaptainLee领着我们，拿着武器，对着面前手无寸铁的平民。
“All Bravo2-1units,now hold your fire,wait my signal!”
我不知道，我为什么，要拿着枪，对着这些跪在地上，手抱头的平民。
“Nabs,fire!”
Bravo2-1的兄弟们开火……
“Good job!Now…Sgt.Shadow,what are you doing?”
“Sorry sir,I…I can't.”
“Fuck you,ass hole!Why don't you open fire?”
面对上尉，我也难以压抑自己。
“You son of bitch!Doesn't your damn eyes find out that they are civilians?”
“When fire up,there is no one civilian,Sgt.And do you wanna be kind to the enemy?Today you forgive them,tomorrowthey will shoot you.”
简直残忍的语调，我虽然不知道我是谁，我为什么来这里，但我绝对不是为了屠杀平民才来的。