部队手机失泄密观后感集合(13)

However, the narrator"s mind is quickly consumed with guilt, which creates his delusion of hearing the old man"s heartbeat taunting him from under the flooring. His paranoia makes the heart beat "louder - louder - louder!" and in his state of delirium he confesses to killing the old man in hopes of ridding his life of the menacing heartbeat: "I felt that I must scream or die!
- and now.
The narrator sets out to rid his life of the fear he created by obsessing over the man"s eye, but once that fear is destroyed, another fear - that of the heartbeat - is created and becomes more overwhelming than the first. In playing mind games with himself - seeing how far he can push himself to triumph over his own insanity - the narrator slips further into a fantasy world.