橘生淮南小说观后感总汇(3)

原来在乎一个人的时候，表面上装成什么样子都没有用，那些曾经被她鄙视的种种情绪一一放肆地浮上心头。电影中当剧情开始转折的时候，天时地利都顺从着主人公的觉醒而大逆转。然而老天这样忽冷忽热地对待她，她那终于勇敢了一次的`决心和骄傲感立即溃不成军。她可以做决定，但是她真的说了不算。

It turned out that whatever you pretended to be on the surface was useless when you really cared about someone, all kinds of emotions that were despised by her floated overwhelmingly in her mind. In a film everything always went smoothly as the hero wished upon the time of his awakening. However, she was treated so unfairly by the fate, making all her pride and courage broke down after being brave for just one time.
She could make her own decision, but that didn’t count.
原来她独自一人在这场旷日持久的沉默暗恋中耽搁了太久，对每种难过和伪装驾轻就熟，却从未懂得，在两个人的感情世界中，一锤定音的，不是心有灵犀的睿智，不是旗鼓相当的欣赏，更不是死心塌地的仰望。是心疼，是怜惜。是两难境地里，那一点点无可奈何的舍不得。