December 5th

how can i express my feeling about the exam?you can hazard a guess at the answer,but you couldn't experess my all feeling. it so sophisticated.for example,angry,nonchalant,exctied.
today my mom say that she have no enough money to hold out my fee about life and study,i can't say anything but just a fact ，can i change the situation?
hard i konw ,i am so lazy and i also give up something easily,so hard .campus's tuition are so valueless for me by my parents,i don't want to study(really?0
i have to break down the bank to break out issueS about TEM-4 and academic performance,i want to get a scholarship in the final examination.you know i want it every much.
good night 
MIS.xiao